In A Glimpse

Breathing Deeper I enter My soul

I search for light but find nothing at all

I looked for the truth about the man I am

Yet no trace of that special man

I dive deeper tryna reach the essence

Trying to learn from my life's lessons

I close my eyes, my past flashes by

Everything, my love, my joy, my cry!

All that time, all these faces

All These people in many places

A tear runs down on my cheek

For all the times when I was weak

And I breath out again in relief

My memories remind me of all I believe

Reborn. Stronger and bolder I become

Ready to face the days that will come

In a glimpse, I was back to being me

Back to life so wild and free...

What Is It With Women?

What Is it with Women?

You give them everything you have, prove to them how much u care, do your best to understand them, and when u make a little mistake they break your heart and tear u apart.
Most of them are never sure of how they feel, and blame it on you. coz you're not making them feel love and not giving them attention.
And if it happens that they come angry and shouting you gotta understand them disregarding if u're fed up at this very moment. But if you come angry and shouting you're a sadistic they don't even try to understand you or help you through it.
I mean really what's wrong?
Isn't equality about everything in life?

The most ironic thing is what I'm going though these days I mean it's like all her acts say something while her words say the opposite. quite a mess.
I used to understand her but nowadays I really don't know which to believe.The way she looks and acts towards me or the words she says? I really don't know.

Because Of You

Because of you
My days are black
Because of you
I went to hell and back
Because of you
I feel so bad
Because of you
I'm going mad
Because of you
I drink and smoke
Because of you
I might do some coke
Because of you
I was alive
Because of you
I would survive
Because of you
I was in love
Because of you
I was above
Because of you
Today I'm down
Because of you
I'm gona drown
Because of you
I was leaving my world
Because of you
I can't find any word
Because of you
I'm all alone
Because of you
Because you're gone

My first Blog

It feels weird posting parts of me online. anyways there's a little thing i wrote that explains my perspective of life and the world so here it goes:

DIGGING

Digging deeper in the meaning of life, I find myself in front of thousands of questions like an ocean with no end, where the more u dive the darker & harder it gets. More mystery and suffering more darkness searching for salvation and calm in the deep ocean of life, where things get mixed, where everything loses its meaning in the solitude of dark & restless days & nights driving me further through thoughts leading me to a single conclusion: life is a big lie made to hide the truth from our eyes, while truth is shadowed by the mean deep ocean of life, where it lies at the bottom like a candle at the end of a never ending tunnel. U can barely see it through the confusion created by the chaos of people & faces living among us taking us up down here there while the only way we are taken is away from this light away from the truth, deeper in the darkness, where we find ourselves digging our own graves day by day waiting for the day when the others on it pray. And so on, life leads u away from the truth, away from the light, away from salvation, deeper into lies, into a non return, where the more u walk, u walk away, & wherever u go, it’s no where near the truth.

Thank you, peace!